1st day of work for my new part time job..the whole day seems fine..working, goin out with ZQ after work...but when i reach home..the situation changes..

I come to this conclusion..I am nvr happy at home..

Added to this sadness.. I guess i will never find my 幸福(happiness) because she will not be mine.. Well..nothing happens actually, just that i am listening to Wang Li hong's FOREVER LOVE... whenever i listen to that song, thoughts and feelings arise..I just got this bad feeling, maybe it's not a feeling..it's reality..that she will never be mine..I simply love the song FOREVER LOVE alot..it's the nicest song i ever heard..well-written, well-expressed by Wang Li Hong..have been playing only this song whenever i am at home..This song will make me think of her..not because she likes it..but is simply because how much i love her..just like how much i love this song..NO!! It is much more than that...

HaiZ..really lost abt what to do now..Maybe I should just go in NDU and pursue my dream and think of nothing else..

Alrite..tat's all..i'm afraid i cant control myself anymore if i write any longer...

Because I write with my feelings..


''永远爱你.. I just want to love u baby forever..
Now till ever..You are the reason to my happiness..''

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