|
Monday, September 20, 2004
waiting to be the elite diver.. 
bRuCmErIt was here.. |9/20/2004 03:05:00 am|
+ + + + + + + +
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Am i really cut for it..
It is halfway through the prelims now. Everybody's busying preparing for their nxt paper and i am right here writing some stuff. I didn't study for my prelims and yet now, instead of doing some last minute revision.. What my mind is going through is thinking abt physical training. I am actually busy planning my physical trainings---gymming, swimming, running...
I don't care if ppl say it is wrong of me to think of such stuffs now.. but as the days draw nearer to the end of the year..My urge to get into SAF is increasing rapidly. Maybe u dun understand how much i yearn for to go in, but i guess Zeqi knows it. My patience is running low and i get frustrated tat i still haf to count the days to the beginning of my SAF career. ..
So right now..instead of wasting the time to wait for days to pass, i want to prepare myself for SAF so that i can excel in the forces.. I want to be an elite diver, or probably the best... I wanna be part of the Special Operation Force too.. (Ok..at this point of time..u may be thinking that i am talking big...thinking too much.) I agree that it is hard to achieve that..BUT, i will give my best shot for it and never give up..Hope to start my training nxt wk..
*If u think u are beaten....u are
If u think u dare not....u don't
If u like to win....but u think u can't
It is almost certain u can't....*
bRuCmErIt was here.. |9/16/2004 02:39:00 pm|
+ + + + + + + +
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Special Operation Force...will i be part of the force?
bRuCmErIt was here.. |9/15/2004 01:59:00 pm|
+ + + + + + + +
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Class Outing..03s13
hmm..juz when everyone is busy studying for their upcoming prelims nxt wk..well, the guys from 03s13 were hafing fun in their class outing.. Went to play badminton for the whole afternoon followed by a fun swimming..As usual, *tulan* by the tulan ming and GY bin pair.. just y can't ZQ and me win them..Haha, break diyao's racket string..opps*, i didn't do it on purpose.. hehe..
After badminton, we went swimming. As usual..i wear that sexy triangular trunks..Thank goodness there are no gals around..wahaha! swam for a few laps then we try out butterfly stroke.. Didn't know tat butterfly strokes have to stick out ur aSS. When i see diyao doing it.. wahaha..almost puke*
Well, went to bathe..same as the last time we came.. we were flexing fats in the toilet..haha, so bian tai..bathe only oso make so much noise..tulan* opps, isn't it me who make those noise? hehe
Ok..all feeling hungry and tired, we went SAKURA restaurant and eat buffet..it seems tat our appetitte is not big enough..juz a few rounds and we are all bloated..ZQ even went to the toilet and shit..My mouth went stink wif combination of the likes of durian puff, oysters, icecream, chocolate..etc haha..Ok then Ruiquan saw a waitress there and seems to be interested in her ; or should i say he is interested in any woman..wahaha. With my GY attitude, i actually wanted to tell the waitress tat RuiQuan is interested in her and wanted her fone number..but too bad, she isn't anywhere near our table and probably tulan us because earlier on ruiquan and zeqi tease her..haiZ
spent abt 3 hrs at SAKURA..we seriously smell like SAKURA..-_-" The night was still young..and hafing $15 credit wif Varun..we decided to go Xbox Arcade..haha..as usual..we nvr fail to make ppl tulan by wad we do or say..keep changing games and making so much noise..
But in the end the ppl make us tulan..we haf to pay xtras for exceeding 5 mins...wtf.
Ok..everyone's tired..i'm tired..dun wanna write anymore..Fuck off
*Don't make me tulan , u will not like it when i am tulan..* ~Incredible Hum~
bRuCmErIt was here.. |9/09/2004 01:15:00 am|
+ + + + + + + +
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Before it's too late..
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral Years passed,
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too...
I thought to my self, and I cried.
I Love U I Love U I Love U I Love U
I Love U I Love U I Love U
I Love U I Love U
I Love U..."
bRuCmErIt was here.. |9/05/2004 03:46:00 pm|
Saturdae blue..
First thing i woke up in the morning..what came to mind is tat i will have a fruitful day.. Well, it doesn't turn out as i want it to be.
Went to the Army Open House wif zq and company..For the 1st time..it was me who waited for them..wow, can u believe it? the late king waiting for ppl..haha...kk, not impt. The trip was definitely fun and enriching..(i love SAF so much..of cos its fun).
Main objective at the Army Open House today..To take part in the Pull up challenge. Well.. things dun go well for me.. i only manage to pull 22 reps..wth..can't even beat a simple number of 35 reps..damn sad..Well, i'm not gonna explain for my failure..cos it will only let ppl have the impression that i am giving myself excuses..nvm..i shall make a comeback on Monday and get the trophy...haha..Richie had ask me to win the trophy for tat gal i like.. hmm..i really hope so.. coz i am bloody determined to win this..if not the top 3 at least..
Initially, i only aim to be the top 10 or 20..yup, i did it..but i am not contented..because todae i lost to myself and also not satisfied to be in top 20 when the top score is only a bare 35reps of pull ups..with underhand some more. Tulan*
So, watch me out..
* once beaten..twice shine..*
bRuCmErIt was here.. |9/05/2004 03:09:00 am|
+ + + + + + + +
Friday, September 03, 2004
What type of person am i ?
Your answers suggest you are a Mastermind
Summary of Masterminds
Visionaries who put energy into achieving their goals
Prefer to work independently and dislike inefficiency
Think of themselves as logical, thorough, and bright
Values practicality and common sense above ideas and theories
More about Masterminds
Masterminds create a vision for the future by gathering and organising information. They then develop strategies to achieve their goals. They have a rare gift for looking at almost anything and seeing how it can be improved. These skills and the Masterminds' high standards often allow them to reach leadership positions aMasterminds value independence and prefer to work on their own. Once they have decided on a course of action, Masterminds rarely change their minds, although they can be persuaded by clear reasoning by someone they respect.
In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Masterminds may cut themselves off from a group and criticize people who don't understand their plans. Under extreme stress, Masterminds may overindulge in sensory experiences like eating, shopping or watching television.
Masterminds often have an unusual sense of humour, which arises from their ability to spot surprising links between seemingly unconnected facts.
Mastermind Careers
Masterminds are drawn to jobs requiring logical analysis or abstract thinking common in science or technical fieldst work.
bRuCmErIt was here.. |9/03/2004 12:58:00 am|
+ + + + + + + +
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
New Blog..
hey..testing 1, 2, 3..wah tulan..
bRuCmErIt was here.. |9/01/2004 01:59:00 am|
+ + + + + + + +
| 
